Where the hell is the teamwork . Ok I think the reason I think my assignments are loaded up like a mountain is because i’m doing all the works..while my group members went home or go partying somewhere else. PARTY. That’s right they have time to party and clubbing but not works and studies What kind of a future teacher who just went clubbing and then stack the whole work to only one person. 5 people in a group and I’m the only one who have to do all the slides, portfolio, report, questions and the script. That just not fair, not fair at all...

Even when they said they are going do it half of it, they don’t even begin their work until the assignment have to be send by tomorrow. Of course they tend to make excuses like they are busy or they just don’t know how to do the assignment or “you the smart and most dependable person in this group so you do it”. I felt like a victim here.

“Sigh” It doesn’t matter .Heck, even though I’m doing most of the work at least I’m contribute something in my team. It’s so much better than being a parasite, or a passenger who only let other people do all the work.

Yeah , I’m good cuz I managed myself to do something BIG.I can do it.I mean if I can do I mean HELP half of my classmate’s in THEIR homework by myself ,I can do any work without any help.
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Oh yeah I want to tell you about a funny situation in bus when I go home by myself for the first time. I met this caring 35 years old disabled person (he cannot walk like a normal person because of his crooked short legs) in a bus and we have some interesting talk that day. The thing is he was surprised to see me by myself and keep telling me that it’s too dangerous for a “little “girl like to wandering around in the city alone.

Our conversation goes like this.

Disabled man: It’s not like I’m trying to scold you or anything but next time don’t go anywhere alone by yourself. I have been pickpocket 4 times, robbed twice and other terrible things in this big city. If you want to go home by yourself, go home with friend or just tell your parents to pick you up.

Me: Ahh...sure..Thanks for your concerns, sir...ehehe.. ..“Nervous smile” (I’m still scared of strangers. )

Disabled man: I’ve been living in this dreadful city for 16 years now. You are too young to know what’s going on ( DAMN IT .....I’m not a baby ). So how old are you? 13 years old? 12 ? Are you coming home from boarding school?

Me: Err....No...I’m already 18 sir.....I just came back from my college.
Disabled man: I’m telling you the truth....I DONT BELIEVE IT!!!! No, I DONT BELIEVE IT (he said it twice !!!)

Me: =_=’’ errrk....you have to believe it sir..I’m actually legal to be on my own. I need to learn to be more independent sir...(Owh, he does think I’m a helpless baby after all ,well that ‘s not the first time people think that way “sigh”

Disabled man: Owh, No matter, it’s still dangerous because you are a teenage girl.

Me: “ sigh”... ok

Yeah, but it’s not like I’m all alone by myself..I did come to the bus station with a friend.

.....Oh yeah,the great thing about this caring stranger is that he tells me great stories about his life for 2 and half hours non-stop.. O_O oh wow..Interesting..and He's so nice sharing his potato chips and drinks while we are in the bus..
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You know what, I just realized that sometime people think I’m too helpless to do things by myself just because I ‘m a bit clumsy or look to small ...Well, I’m not let myself to be intimidate...especially when someone who’s actually disabled thinks so too. .-__-“ hmmm...

“Clench her fist and punch the air” Yeah! I’ll be a better and stronger person !!!

But first I need to learn how to be a better and stronger person both mental and physical ...from the books..hehe
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Naruto Chapter 469
Kishi just broke my heart this chapter. How could he treats Sakura’s character...and Sasuke like that just to make Naruto look good. I know she loves Sasuke but why does she have to lie to Naruto about it T_T...Damn it..!!!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- P/s- my old laptop got stolen last month including the scanner installation but now even though i still have my new laptop...i still cannot scan my artwork cuz err... “some problem “